Lonely

Hello fellow blog hoppers, 

Being unemployed is no fun, it makes me feel a little bit lonely at times. Everybody else seems to have things going on, while I am here, stuck in the same place. Everyday, i watched TV, do the wifely duty (although I am not a wife in that matter of fact). That same old thing....life's a bore!

Currently, I have just started an English course at British Council, I was placed in an upper-intermediate level, basically it was easy, but i cant actually relate to the course as it talks about businesses, like what organisation do you belongs to....that sort of things, but I have not even enter the job market (just yet). But I am looking forward to any exercises that pertains inputs or insights on report writing, vocabulary and grammar. 

Enough on that serious stuff. Actually i am missing all those adventures i had during the 3 months stay in Paris, so many ups and downs, but i have to say all is good. I have stumbled upon my dear partner's blog, while i was blog hopping, she is such a sweet and nice girl. very cute, but sometimes annoying hehe (but u know what, that annoyance actually makes me misses her even more)

It was funny actually how we had started our journey, everything seems to be out of hand, from the accommodation to transport...like literally everything, but we were fortunate enough to be introduced to such nice people there in Paris, Along Deeno gave us the kick start in life there by giving his map, we explore the metro together, i have the upper hand in this matter as i can read a little bit of french, we ran away from our resident, because the manager is so not nice :( (i have to say that it was the peak of the adventure moments that running away incident) haha 

Oh when will I experience such thing again~

I am lame as usual

The clock shows that it is 3.30 a.m. As the holidays pass by, my sleeping hours had been terrible, i slept normally around 5 in the morning and woke up around 2 p.m.! How bad is that? Regardless whether i woke up slightly earlier lets' say 10 a.m. i will still be going to bed in the early hours of the morning. How i hate it actually.

Okay! so now, here's a little update about yours truly. I have just obtained my bachelor degree, and currently job hunting, i would like to pursue my studies to the higher level, since communication graduates (in my opinion)  required to have a master degree in order to secure better jobs or lessen the time in climbing up the corporate ladder.

As you may refer that previously, i have attended a language course (french) and have not actually doing quite well, though, i can now call myself a basic french speaker, (ha ha..have not even pass the intermediate level) but that is ok right? (just justifying with myself) and tomorrow, or later today i might say i will finalised my enrollment with british council. i am taking a professional english course as i want to develop my language skill in order to utilise it when i am actually working.

Taken the placement test, and my level is upper-intermediate. Hah! the difference between the level of language is pretty obvious there. After all, we (malaysia) have been occupied by the brit long ago, and english is being taught like forever here in Malaysia. But, i still love french and france. haha

Ok, kinda ran out of juices to share. Till next time

Pas de nouvelles pour trois mois

Bonjour tout le monde!

I guess I still have the Paris fever even after few months here in Malaysia. Ouh Paris, the city of love... l'amour..that's what I'm currently feeling right now, deeply in love with the city of the foreign.

I guess i just have lost all the excitement of writing right now, nothing had ever interest me in updating this blog. I am basically writing because i am bored and i cant sleep. The same old reason. Duhhh..Ilya is such a boring person.

So let's just get it on. after returning from the city of love, i am so hung up over it that i enrolled myself to french class. i basically sat for it for a month plus and decided to quite because it is so depressing. No BS, i was depressed, je n'aime plus mon professeur et je pense je peux apprend le langue on my own. bought all the necessary books but haven't start on it yet.

I filled my days with crime fiction and all those racy novels...bah oui, pourquoi pas. je suis libre en fait, j'ai finis mes etudes en avril, apres le stage, je n'ai pas faire qqchse. oh isnt life great. (to be honest i felt like a loser). i have decided to continue my study to a higher level...yeah masters....and have been researching for a while.

Wanted to do it in France, but the language barrier was too much....writing a thesis in French...have u seen my French????? refer the aforementioned please. So i have decided to pursue it in the Royaume-Uni (United Kingdom) Donc, j'ai decide que je dois apprendre les cours de l'anglais.

That's it for now.

Bonne nuit!

Nouvelle

Ok, so here are the new updates, i am currently sick, so right now i am on my bed...still having headaches and have the uneasy feeling in the tummy...

A lot had happened in Paris, and it's only 3 weeks left for me here, to be honest, i cant wait to be home, sick and tired of the cold weather, i just missed home badly, missed my friends, and right now, really miss teh tarik and pisang goreng and cendol, and nasi ayam melawati, and rojak mamak, rojak buah, and laksa nyonya, kueh angku, bingka ubi..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

look at that sweet tea!!! teh tarik, i miss you!!

oh hott banana fritters!!!! pisang goreng!

and cendol, which i can just get it from few steps away from home :(

ohh n my fave kueh angku, though not all malays favor it, its a nyonya delicacies, so it falls somewhere in between malay n chinese :) gonna get u once im back!!!

*aww food, seriously the malaysians, you can take us out of malaysia, but you cant take malaysia out of us. haha. Malaysia tetap dihati :)

apart from that, last week i have visitors, so was playing the role of the host in Paris. teeheehee...the girls from Rotterdam came n we had tons of fun, which cause my illness now.. i think, cause it was really cold last week, although its sunny. And now the girls from Frankfurt came, they're already here in Paris, but i am in serious need of rest. haha. might be seeing them later. :)

and daddy's coming as well!!! coolNess rite :) and a surprise in store for all ze friends..hahahahhahaha..just wait and see :)

Love with a stranger

Marie Digby's love with a stranger song has been on my mind for quite sometime now...not sure why, like the lyric tho

You close the door, made your way to me, slowly
Lay down next to me, trace the outlines of my face
This wasn't part of the plan, I was just on my way
But you make me comfortable

This is love with a stranger
Just a touch is enough
I let go with a stranger
Just to see, if I still feel

No questions please don't ask
Please don't worry about the past
This is love with a stranger
When I walk out the door
You wont see me no more
This is love with a stranger

I drifted away, lost myself in the current
Let my eyelids fall heavy, hypnotized by our heart beat

This wasn't part of the plan, I was just on my way

But you make me comfortable

This is love with a stranger

Just a touch is enough

I let go with a stranger

Just to see, if I still feel

No questions please don't ask

Please don't worry about the past

This is love with a stranger

When I walk out the door 

You wont see me no more

This is love with a stranger

I barely even know your name

Be easy let keep it this simple

Just enjoy the moment, baby

Relax and just close your eyes

When you wake up in the morning light

Don't act like you're surprised

I'll dissappear through the night

I'll vanished like a ghost 

This is love with a stranger

Just a touch is enough

I let go with a stranger

Just to see, if I still feel

This is love with a stranger

kthxbye

i want a boyfriend

kthxbye

Yellow Mellow

Just ignore the title ok...wasnt in any mood to be creative or such....

I am still in Paris, doing nothing today, stayed home during the weekends because i have very terrible blisters thanks to that zara shoes of mine, well, at least this gave me an excuse to go n buy another pair of shoes heh?? haha...

The weekend is almost over, no more holidays for me...till next week i guess, n it is valentines on monday next monday...but i think im going on date sunday nite right before work....with whom?? Maybe my roommie or....*shucks...LOL


Well, i dont really have anything to actually talk about here, a lot had happened but my blog isnt actually private, heck! if it was private i might as well have a diary or journal and wouldnt let anybody read it...but then again whats the point of writing one if u dont want anybody to read it??? Ok i am talking crap...

Darn!! i miss writing right now, all those journalism classes..i do miss you, right now, all i do during intern are research...Business Intelligence they called it...I am not even a business student, my intern life sucks...lucky i am doing it here in Paris at least there will be so many things to see..heeeee

Ok good night, morning, whatevss!