Well hello there reader.
I guess it is unlucky for you that you bumped into my lame blog. If you decided to stay and read for a while, you are most welcome dearest :) In advance, thank you xx
I know that there isn't any update here, well....life's a bore when you're a bore, that's me. A plain Jane. Anyhow, any who, anyways....here's a lil some in' some in'
Writing to kill the time when I should be sleeping right now, it is 3 a.m. and I am wide awake. Reading about the master controller mod of the sims 3, which makes no sense to me ( I am not actually tech savvy) and because of that, I'm a little disappointed. Haha...I'm trying to make a purdy sims...
Truth is....I think I'm too old to be playing imaginary games, when I should be serious in applying for postgrad studies, reading on the requirements, core subjects -----> essay paper!! scary!! dissertation!! uber scary!!!
But I am not chickening out of it. Gonna face it like a tough chick :)
Chick? Chicken???
Apart from that, this week will be the last week of holidays for me as life's getting serious, I will start an internship programme for the period of 8 months. A paid internship, which is flexible and in accordance to what I want and my liking. I'll be part of the corporate comm and gov relations dept. in a very well known organisation in Malaysia. Issit? I know for the fact it's big.
*Flashback*
They asked me why I didn't look for a job for good and move on with life during the interview...and I answered. I want to learn and prepare myself.
Wanna know the truth?
Lack of confidence. Lack of motivation (continuing postgrad)
Therefore, I'm going to use this learning opportunity for good. :) Build up the confidence. A new life starts on 17th October 2011.
Enough crapping for the day... adieu
Monday, October 10, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Movies and Virus
Hello,
It just felt like such a long time that I haven't update this lil thing. Due to lack of interesting info in my life, I've decided that it is better that I leave this blog alone.
Well,
Yesterday I decided to watch Johnny English and Contagion. Yes, two movies in one day. Well, Johnny English was great for a good laugh. It's Rowan Atkinson, so what do you expect right?? And Contagion was not really memorable. But it was a movie with a message. First, don't trust rumours and duh! not everything on the net is true. And stop being so paranoid; this refers to the weaponised thingy.
Contagion was based on a true story, many may relate it to H1N1 disease, as it was the recent contagious virus that had been spread worldwide.In fact, the movie is actually based on the incident happened in Malaysia back in 1998, which is called the Nipah Virus. And....it is Malaysian whom actually found the vaccine for the virus. C'est pas americain.
In 1998, I was 10 years old. So, I wasn't paying much attention to such disease as my father told me that it got something to do with the pigs. Yeah, we actually had to kill a lot of pigs here in Peninsular Malaysia, to avoid the virus from spreading. I remembered that.
How the virus exist in the first place, it actually explained in the movie. I don't wanna spoil it here. As for merely reviewing the movie, it was not a boring, serious type of movie. It is serious but not boring.
That's it for now.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Serious change
As I mentioned earlier, since I had that wonderful nap of mine...at 4 a.m. I can't sleep. While I was watching the second season of sex and the city, my mind wandered off the show. As time passed, I know that I have to get serious with this application of post-grad studies. OK, application is always going to be meticulous and I know that I can handle it. It is the fact of being a student studying International Relations that scares me.
Why??
It is because I haven't prepared myself for it. All I did was watching some silly TV series and I perfectly knew that I should be reading on serious foreign relations stuff. Issues regarding the world and I am supposed to have some thoughts about it. But, the truth is...I haven't done any of that. Therefore, my knowledge is zero.
Then, how am I supposed to handle discussions??? God! that this scares me...
So, I think that I need to make some serious change in my life. Going back to reality and the holiday is over!
Wish me luck :)
Why??
It is because I haven't prepared myself for it. All I did was watching some silly TV series and I perfectly knew that I should be reading on serious foreign relations stuff. Issues regarding the world and I am supposed to have some thoughts about it. But, the truth is...I haven't done any of that. Therefore, my knowledge is zero.
Then, how am I supposed to handle discussions??? God! that this scares me...
So, I think that I need to make some serious change in my life. Going back to reality and the holiday is over!
Wish me luck :)
Silly
It is so silly of me to take a nap at 9 p.m. Now at 12 a.m. I am wide awake and I know that I will only get to bed at 6 in the morning. Not only that, I took my nap in less than an hour after dinner. Later, I know that I'll be saying that I'm fat and such, but the fact is....I just didn't take good care of my body.
Lately...I have been feeling that my body isn't in a very good form, and I'm only 22. I just don't have the strength and stamina like i used to. That is why the current obsession with all the physical activities happened. I just want to be the person that i used to be.
I only got myself to blame.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Insomnia
It is 2.45 a.m.
And, I can't sleep. I'm not insomniac by the way. When I was studying or working I had no problem going to bed early, because I was exhausted, but now as I am free, it was kind of hard for me just to sleep early. Maybe I have seasonal insomnia, like seasonal depression.
Oh well, I have just finished watching the first season of sex and the city, I know that it's like wayyy outdated, but at this age watching it...I can finally understand the series. I was watching the second movie of it on HBO the other day...and I was curious to know how the series actually is, so I search for it and give it a try. It was fun. Hehe
And now, I am writing...don't I just feel like Carrie Bradshaw right now?? haha dans ma reve! If only i had my own column. If I have. what would it be about??? And my writing isn't that great anyways. One of the reasons why I set up a blog, is to practice writing. I just hope it works.
Apart from that, I just feel that writing gives me a peace of mind. I can actually vent, but I do need to self-censor myself here. It doesn't substitute an actual person. HEE
Now, I will move to season 2. hehe. Time for some therapy?
A la prochaine fois :)
And, I can't sleep. I'm not insomniac by the way. When I was studying or working I had no problem going to bed early, because I was exhausted, but now as I am free, it was kind of hard for me just to sleep early. Maybe I have seasonal insomnia, like seasonal depression.
Oh well, I have just finished watching the first season of sex and the city, I know that it's like wayyy outdated, but at this age watching it...I can finally understand the series. I was watching the second movie of it on HBO the other day...and I was curious to know how the series actually is, so I search for it and give it a try. It was fun. Hehe
And now, I am writing...don't I just feel like Carrie Bradshaw right now?? haha dans ma reve! If only i had my own column. If I have. what would it be about??? And my writing isn't that great anyways. One of the reasons why I set up a blog, is to practice writing. I just hope it works.
Apart from that, I just feel that writing gives me a peace of mind. I can actually vent, but I do need to self-censor myself here. It doesn't substitute an actual person. HEE
Now, I will move to season 2. hehe. Time for some therapy?
A la prochaine fois :)
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Just a lil update
Bonsoir tout le monde!
I felt like it has been ages that I hadn't update anything. I was in the area where there is no internet connection (for me at least). Well, in the past few weeks I was busy with all the preparations and celebration of eid mubarak. It was hectic but yet fun because of the visiting and gathering with the family members. The usual.
A lot of drama also happened in my life, but my blog isn't about trash talking and dropping names...I've passed that phase.
As the month of Ramadhan had passed, I've started doing my circuit. A brutal exercise circuit but the outcome of it is splendid. Now, I am so pumped to do adventurous activities that I used to love. Current curiosity are hiking, water rafting or water tubing. Hehe. (I've never did those things)
My dream now is to have a ripped body. HAHA
Not only that, I have also missed speaking French, sort of missed learning the language.
And...a little update about what I'm going to do, I'm going to take IELTS soon, but I haven't go through the application process and such, will get that settled soon. Once, I get my result, I am thinking about going for consultation for my postgrad studies in the UK as well as other parts of Europe. Seriously hoping for Belgium, there's Kent Uni there, in Brussels. The main reason for Brussels is that some people speak French, so maybe I can learn and practice it there and still studying and do my dissertation in English.
Oh well, as a human I can only plan, it is God who makes the decision.
A la prochaine fois!
Au revoir :)
p/s: I've been neglecting this blog for so long. The interface has an update. It really has been ages. :P
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Annoyance
Annoyance...agacement (dans le francais)
What does it mean? Let me just get the definition from wikipedia (this isn't academic writing paper anywayss)
OK. According to wikipedia, annoyance is an unpleasant mental state that is characterized by such effects as irritation and distraction from one's conscious thinking. It can lead to emotions such as frustration and anger. The property of being easily annoyed is called petulance, and something which annoys is called a nuisance. (directly copied and pasted from wiki, I did not even paraphrase it)
Why suddenly the focus on annoyance?? I know that writing about a nuisance does not really worth my time, but it is just something that I would like to blab about today, since somebody in my past had suddenly emerged earlier today and decided to annoyed me with false accusation. I can't help it that it makes me angry. But, with a clear conscience I decided to blocked that person from my facebook and move on. I'm angry because 'a person' disturb my mani and pedi session. Won't say much about that person because this blog is public (I guess my standards are higher)
Regardless, I managed to get my french manicure done and painted my toes with a very soft skin coloured nail polish. I dislike my french manicure, it is not done to my liking, I prefer thinner tips, rather than the thicker tips that the manicurist did on my nails.
After the mani and pedi session, I had to rushed to city centre for my English class. Since, our teacher is on holiday, the temp/sub teacher did not taught us much. Just a revision on past tenses...and we played some language games. Had to break fast in the class, I had trois petit croissants et l'eau minerale, c'est tout.
Class ended at 9.30 p.m. as usual, went back and had my dinner. Catch up on pretty little liars and also true blood. FYI, I didnt watch spartacus (yet)......and now I'm updating my blog. My life aint that interesting huh? Oh, well...that's about it for today. And I'm kind of sleepy....
My next post will be longer than it should due to the eid celebration. I'll be going on visiting few relatives and won't have much time to go online and write....donc, a la prochaine fois :)
What does it mean? Let me just get the definition from wikipedia (this isn't academic writing paper anywayss)
OK. According to wikipedia, annoyance is an unpleasant mental state that is characterized by such effects as irritation and distraction from one's conscious thinking. It can lead to emotions such as frustration and anger. The property of being easily annoyed is called petulance, and something which annoys is called a nuisance. (directly copied and pasted from wiki, I did not even paraphrase it)
Why suddenly the focus on annoyance?? I know that writing about a nuisance does not really worth my time, but it is just something that I would like to blab about today, since somebody in my past had suddenly emerged earlier today and decided to annoyed me with false accusation. I can't help it that it makes me angry. But, with a clear conscience I decided to blocked that person from my facebook and move on. I'm angry because 'a person' disturb my mani and pedi session. Won't say much about that person because this blog is public (I guess my standards are higher)
Regardless, I managed to get my french manicure done and painted my toes with a very soft skin coloured nail polish. I dislike my french manicure, it is not done to my liking, I prefer thinner tips, rather than the thicker tips that the manicurist did on my nails.
After the mani and pedi session, I had to rushed to city centre for my English class. Since, our teacher is on holiday, the temp/sub teacher did not taught us much. Just a revision on past tenses...and we played some language games. Had to break fast in the class, I had trois petit croissants et l'eau minerale, c'est tout.
Class ended at 9.30 p.m. as usual, went back and had my dinner. Catch up on pretty little liars and also true blood. FYI, I didnt watch spartacus (yet)......and now I'm updating my blog. My life aint that interesting huh? Oh, well...that's about it for today. And I'm kind of sleepy....
My next post will be longer than it should due to the eid celebration. I'll be going on visiting few relatives and won't have much time to go online and write....donc, a la prochaine fois :)
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